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"All that stuff you try to do and nothing ever works. Makes me think of the story of the little mermaid. It’s like you said yes to an enormous sacrifice so you could have legs and mix with others. And every step is excruciatingly painful. What everybody else does with mind-blowing ease demands unbelievable effort from you"

-Virginie Despentes, Baise-Moi

hello everyone (again)



i'm bored and sifting through my itunes for new songs/artists but everything seems tired except for Stars (always, all my love) and Laura Marling "these are just ghosts that broke my heart before I met you/lover, please do not fall to your knees it’s not like I believe in everlasting love" and so after all the beautiful/sad replies on the earlier post-secret post this is Anonymous (or not, since these aren't secrets) #2:

please upload
1) your favourite song of the moment for me, and
2) a song you think I would like. i'm game for anything except hardcore metal, chinese/japanese/korean music, and Benny Benassi (sorry gill and tim)

click here http://www.mediafire.com/ to upload the songs and post it here and in return i'll upload a song for you too :) or if you have any song requests etc. my last.fm is here

XOxo Natalie

hello world and all the planets



post anything you want here,
anonymously!

secrets you've been holding on to, clandestine love affairs, things you've always wanted to tell me, your secret thoughts on life, why you love/hate me, how you feel about yourself, what heaven and hell is to you, how many children you want to have, what you'd like to be in your next life, interesting memories and stories.. I like to collect these things, they're my version of mini seashells except of course I can't put them in an orderly disorder on my bathroom sink. I wish things like these existed in a physical sense, I want to gather them up in my hands and hold on tight

I've always been scared of posting anonymous-entries like these because I'm afraid I'll get all sorts of nasty hate mail but I'll cross my fingers that there are some lovely people out there.

keep it real.
(and post as many times as you want!!)

XOxo Natalie